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07:33pm 08/03/2006
  been a while and all i have to say is that it sucks when you realize you are pissed at everything because you put yourself in the position that everything sucks. but im workin on it and i dont plan on mopeing around at all and fyi i have a job at Mories so that will be cool for a while. then i will find something better cuz minimum wage is a bitch. ha  
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05:38am 03/02/2006
 
mood: excited
im at ou and ur at fhs hahahahahahahaha. a great weeekend is planeed so i will talk to all of you at some point. PARTY hearty (before the report cards come out) ha ha
 
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first update on competition   
12:14pm 29/01/2006
 
mood: exited as hell on the inside
we kicked ass!!!! it was one of the best ones i can remember. everyone was in a good mood in ffe. evryone else was nice as well. i got a new sudoku book wich is fun. i hung out with multiple groups all day instead of the same few, which just adds to the day because of all the different conversations. the day awards we won, best crew,best vocals, best combo,best coreography,best female award (emily turnow), and then the best was, best show concept???? dosnt matter we took it any way and we got first in class A. then we did the evening show first and i was one of the reps for ffe to go on stage so during all the pre award things everyone was in red and i was in a tux which made the entire thing more funny. the 3 groups in the front of the auditorium stormed the stage and did the macerana (i know i cant spell) and then we won and did all the stuff like yelling till u cant talk exc. but then ppl were dumb and wanted to sleep on the bus so about 5 minutes into the ride i was one of the few still awake and wanting to talk to ppl. but unloading the truck went better then it ever has considering how quick it went and then i went home and talked to my parents for a little bit. but now it is time for musical and sabah. so i will talk to everyone later.
 
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a fun weekend   
08:56pm 16/01/2006
 
mood: refreshed
friday,
worst day of the weekend just because i couldnt get together with anyone i rented a game and a movie (40 year old virgin) and watched it with my parents

Saturday,
slept in a little too long did scholarship stuff, found out for sure that OU has an HR major, and then hung out with grant and alyx, we went to the movie hostle wich was awsome (very graphic)and had a good time overall

Sunday,
musical-choreographer is satin in a femal body (wich isnt hard to believe) but not expected, i want to chop her pig tails off. then i hung out at home till my hockey game (we won 5-4) and then went to "the ringer" with christian, kelly, kristina p., cole, and some other chick who i didnt know. we went to kelly's dads house for a little bit and then all separated except for christian and me. we stopped at my house and then just walked around town for 3 hours and talked about everything we could think of. for those who pass judgement on everyone we were not drunk at any point.

today i was reading lear and just relaxing after ffe
 
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fun on a friday night   
10:54pm 13/01/2006
 
mood: swell
oh wait. i sat at home. i went to family video and rented a game and the 40 year old virgin thinking ppl might come over at some point but i didnt know alyx and grant already had plans. so i was watching the movie in the family room and half way through my parents got home and started watching it with me. and the poll say that it is the most aquward movie to watch with your parents. lets think about that. yes u read it correctly, 40 year old virgin watched with my parents. my hair gets cut tomarrow and hopefully something more interesting will happen then that will happen. and sunday there is musical and sabah and a hockey game.
 
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01:44am 01/01/2006
  tonight was a blast.... oh wait not realy. it is a quarter to 2 and i have been baby sitting phils drunk ass for the last 3-4 hours. cari liz phil and i watched the brothers grim wich was stupid. cari went home afterwards. then we went to make an appearance at anna's party, in wich i talked to anna's parents and logan while being ignored by everyone else. so we left after phil got his movie and my shirt was returned to me through phil (cuz we r all mature) then we made the mistake of going to elis' house in wich phil drank about a pint of hard liquor in 10 minutes. so yeah great times. and im sure some are glad i had a shitty night but oh well. and fyi i didnt drink because i was desgusted by the people there. have a happy new year everyone  
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01:11am 17/12/2005
  i over reacted, call me if u want to talk it out.  
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i dont know whats to come   
09:08pm 11/12/2005
 
mood: afraid
sitting at my house staring at the wall
woundering what the hell im doing

seeing something on the horizon
but not knowing what im looking at

going back is impossible
and also illogical
so making whats to come better
had better be done for
sanities sake

experiencing a life i havent lived in years
is a shock to the system like a punch in the stomach
making myself do this is what must be done

i know this isnt a poem but sentences just dont seem right. Dd im sorry, but i dont regret a day that i was with you, and as i said before it isnt an end but another beginning.
 
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05:51pm 24/10/2005
 
mood: fucking pissed
i am never eating dinner by my brother again he eats like it were polite to have his mouth wide open and slurp and suck as loud as he can it drives me crazy and no i get to go to ffe i know this is all one sentence but it is fucking disqusting and if u ever are near him eating and u hear it tell him to shut the fuck up because my parents dont say anything and he obviously wont listen to me. out
 
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spirit week   
07:11pm 28/09/2005
 
mood: mischievous
wo.....ho. no actually this year has been fun. on monday was college day, i wore my penn state hat. yesterday was 80's day , i wore my acdc shirt and my holy jeans. today was crazy hair hat day, i wore my pennstate hat with the comment that so far their football team is undefeated (un fucking believeable) tomarrow is famous person day, dont know what to so i wont do anything. fri is blue and gold day and pep ra;;y. u want to know the funny part. im on the senior dodgeball team for the class competition. it is official that i have applied to ou (cross fingers). friday is the game and there will be a tailgate here yay. and then the dance. im having a good week.
 
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to whom ever it may concern   
06:40pm 18/09/2005
 
mood: dont care any more
Dd and i are going to find a different group or go somewhere by ourselves, because dealing with people u cant trust to tell u what they realy feel isnt worth wasting time over. hope u have a fucking fabulous time.
 
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a miracle has just happened   
01:24pm 17/09/2005
 
mood: complete mood turn around
andrew and i (drew) have just come to an agreement over homecomming

it will be at my house

andrew is cooking everything for dinner and the main coarse will be fondue

dd found a dress (yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay)

now all that is left is finding out who and how many ppl are comming
 
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an attempt on a homecomming solution   
11:43am 17/09/2005
 
mood: emotionaly exhausted
i will explain what i am willing to do and why i want each thing that way. for everyone who says i cant compromise this is exactly what im trying to do but im not going to just completely give up what i want and if that is what u want me to do then i would rather not go.

location-my house because the dining room can accomidate more people and is more formal

cooking and menu- Andrew can cook what ever he wants for appetizer and dessert and anything else other then main coarse wich would be fondue. i thought fondue would be fun because there is lots of interaction during dinner. and both grant and alyx stated u werent sure if u would like what he made if he complete controll over the menue

there i have tried to tell what i want and why i think each is a good idea

this plan makes it so andrew gets to cook (wich unless im wrong is the main thing he wanted) and we r all assured a fun meal not just a good one (because i am aware andrew is a good cook)

i would appreciate any comments on this entry
 
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06:24am 14/09/2005
 
mood: going crazy
anyone who knows whats going to happen today it is like the calm before the storm at the moment and it is pissing me off i want to go fast forward through it and know what happens. Grant i prolly already know by the time u read this but i hope averything works out. Andy tonight and ppl are writing that they cant make it left and right and it is pissing me off that eric C. has decided that golf is more important then ffe and that andy W. decided to play soccer when he knew it would interfere with ffe. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH. and choir i want manly to attack ppl with detentions especialy the back row of bases (bugay,josh,chase,random football player) but it pisses me off cuz the rest of the group can stand to pay attention at least most of the time.well the wait is about over and i am going to go pic grant up.
 
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scool   
06:15am 08/09/2005
 
mood: chipper
most of my classes have been to slow to start so i cant tell exactly if they r going to be good or bad. both gyms are annoying because we sit there. i cant tlk to elbin yet because he never shows up for anything. and i have noticed that he is the only one with lines going out the door with students trying to fix their schedules. and where are all the other counselors they would be able to help just as easy and do a better job probably. but lit math and science should be fun. and science should be simple this year after mr. opp and going to a new teacher mss pearson. but i have tomgo eat breakfast or my mom will spaz out. soo i will see all of u in a few. im out


i writings songs of the day in my bluebook if u want a song thing that should go under music
 
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people leaving   
10:42pm 24/08/2005
 
mood: nervous about what is to come
this sucks total ass i make a handful of fucking awsome friends and now half of them are gone this fucking sucks.i know the ones leaving are going through more because they r leaving everyone. but when u have lived in the same town since kindergarden u know all the ppl and there are almost no new opportunities to make new frinds your senior year so if i loose any more i will have a fucking meltdown before i even go to college. grant and i were in a brawl tonight i think everythiong is ok but i have no fucking idea why it happened in the first place and i am scared that if it were to happen again the one of us would leave the room soo pissed that we woudnt be friends the rest of the year and that idea is about the most depressing one i could think of. so how is this for my first summer entry sounds fun dont it.fucking yay. well im out i think i will read my book tonight cuz shit happens but gets better in the end considering it is a book. im out
 
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out of town   
12:02pm 08/08/2005
 
mood: let down
im gonna be in athens ohio visiting ou so if u want to tell me anything or just find out what im up to call my cell at 348-0781. movie night is on thursday this week (phil call me). well i guess i have said what i need soooo.im out
 
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long time no update   
12:21am 25/06/2005
 
mood: damn good
ive been working a lot and making money for an xbox 360. havent hung out with anyone for a while (except dd) . i have been trying a new hair thing so when u see me dont instantly laugh. anyways im gone for the weekend but i want to see ppl again so call me and i will have my cell (unbelievable i know) but im always ready to hang out after work. well im going to bed and then in the morning going to th eboat. im out
 
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01:09pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: dieing
being sick is the biggest bitch of them all. i couldnt eat or breathe this weekend. i got liz and possibly alyx sick
wich is a mega butt. went and worked on a chem lab 5 period instead of eating and i couldnt find it when i tried to print it out in opps class so i might have gotten 5 points yay for wasing a fucking period that i could have eaten in. Lit i decided i m going to read the green mile so yay for stephen king. i had to tell what my favorite book was so i told about one of my favorite wich is "The Long Walk" by stephen king and if any of u want to read it i will lend it to you once josh cunningham is done reading it. but i like the book a lot and i think a few of u would like it too. And it proves that walking/running is deadly so dd u have to read it. well im in history and bored as hell so i guess i will try to look sumthing up. go islam. im out
 
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03:52pm 25/04/2005
 
mood: hurt enough to be pissed
ok today sucked ass. i found out i couldnt do a lab that i never found out about so never did and therefore i forfit 50 points taking my c to a d FUCKING SWEET!!! then in lit i was accused of cheating wich is complete shit and it pisses me off that she thought i was and i will have a tough time getting over it so that can fuck itself. german i worked hard for the first time on a project and i didnt ace it even when i did it all in caligraphy SCHEIZA (shit). and then the thing that actually put me in a bad mood. apparently i did sumthing to grat cuz he was being an ass all day. between lunch and then the ride home with ryan he was trying to piss me off. now i dont know if he was joking and i took it severely wrong or he was trying to tell me he was pissed either way i dont care cuz i am not going to waste time when it isnt apprecieated for at least trying to not bring up the obvious trouble with alyx and just be cool i obviously failed. school can fuck itself up the ass with the education board and bob lots taking the lead. and anyone who remembers the idea about throwing the gernades into rooms i didnt like would apply for today. well dd might stop by later so the hell of a day might end up on a better night. ok i am done bitching so not much else. im out
 
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